Be unproductive

Sep.7.24 - Day 2169 - Be unproductive

It keeps you unproductive. Lazy. Letting time go by. Maybe that’s what you need every so often. A break. Downtime. Trash TV. You cannot go 100 miles an hour all the time. You must slow down. You must take it one step at a time. Along that journey, you need to remember to pause once in a while. You don’t have to do everything today. Life is about moments of quiet watching a good movie as much as it is always moving and achieving something. You’ve already achieved something and yet there’s this feeling inside me that can’t stop. Can’t stop thinking, working and planning for a future that may never come. Got that from dadda. Always planning for every scenario, including worst case ones. You have to and yet you can destroy yourself by always planning for that future instead of living where you are. Enjoying the moment. Not letting life go by too fast. You need those unproductive days where you rest just as much as you need to keep pushing. You’ve done so much and are going to do so much this year. Stop stressing. One day at a time. Let it all come as it does. You known you will start again tomorrow so worry about tomorrow then. For now, be lazy. Take a break. Be unproductive. Those moments are just as important as the busy ones.

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